11 hour shift.
Tired. So exhausted..
Tomorrow is studying for chemistry and biology and heading into school to set up my biology experiment.
Saturday is RSAMD, home to study and depending how I get on, maybe out to Perth for The Age gig..
Sunday is revise, revise, revise.
Monday is chemistry prelim then home to study for biology.
Tuesday is studying majorly for biology and practicing Burns Supper Poem.
Wednesday is biology prelim.
Work thursday, burns supper on Friday and drunk, drunk, drunk on saturday after RSAMD.
Life is pretty much at an all time low right now. I can’t deal with this experiment, it’s a lot of work and I can’t keep up with the damn subject.
No universities have gotten back to me,
I feel useless and ugly and I’ve put on quite bit of weight from comfort eating, the most pathetic thing is I haven’t told anyone how I’m feeling right. I just want to sleep forever.
I need to complete my grade eight piano, but my teacher makes me feel more stupid than I’ve ever felt before. I just want to cry throughout out lessons.
I can’t keep up with this work, it’s all or nothIng right now.
Frankly, I can’t do this and you’re not making it any easier.
I just want to be left by myself so I can curl up in a ball and die an insignificant death.
Bye.
